I've been there before and I wont be there again.
I dunno anymore, is it worth the waiting for fall in love?
Am I, or maybe we're not supposed to be?
Confused, angry, annoyed. Can't tell!
What should I do? "/

Still here, still a bit confused.
Going to the mall today and check my eyes. Maybe I'll need new glasses, i dunno?
My dear bf is gonna following me. I'm tired and got a headache again, as usual ._.
I don't got so much updates actuallty, besides, me and erik have been together for a month tomorrow and my lovely brother is coming home tomorrow :D
Thats all for now
:*<3

Confused

Wooow, long time no update, really.
Okay some things have happen since last time. No more tattoo, but I want some though.
I got a bf. He's the best, he surely am. At least, i think he is?
I dunno, its hard, i like him alot! But im not in love, is that a bad thing? Are we supposed to be? I thought time would change everything, to make me fell in love, but I haven't, and we've been together for almost a month already?
I miss him when im not with him and I love his touching and the way he is (sometimes). But there are moments and things, that annoys me like im gonna freaking out. Im confused, what to do? :(

Can't wait, i hope i get my new lenses tomorrow.
Anyways, school 2 hours, then pick up my mom and football later.
Tomorrow will be awesome.
Gimme next weekend, then I'm going to Kajsa cruz again, this time it will be something on my wrist (hand). I duuno what yet, either a lotus or some other flower, but it looks so empty with just one thing, feels like it has to be something more, not just a flower just up and down.
Puss :*<3

Yesterday I was like: OMG, I have to buy lenses to halloween.
I ordered them early in the morning and got them today. I'm pleased.
I love them. Grey lenses, but they don't really look very grey.
Took hours for me to even get them in my eyes, but it was totally worth it <3

This weekend have been kinda awesome.
Yesterday I went back to Karlskoga to meet the awesomeness Kajsa Cruz.
It was hilerious. She did my second tattoo and her first colored tattoo on someone else then herself.
I'm brave, right.
Now, I'm here, home and have written some pages in a book til' tomorrow.
Sometimes days can be kinda awesome, some day they're not, but today I feel great.
I hope tomorrow will be even better.
:* <3

It's on my ankle/wrist.

lolz, i feel like a slut. But it's not just another one. I do have feelings!
Anyway, I don't have much to say except that he's awesome!
I do like him. I did from the first time I saw him. But what happens now?
Is it worth the wait for something I dont even know exist or should I move on?
I wanna try, but I wont be heartbroken, not again.

And I do miss flugan, alot. Wish i could see him more often than it would be now. In summer, feels like a long time to wait, but I can't do more than that. We're still gurkan&flugan and i'm happy ass hell that i met this little sweet boii

:*<3