måndag 1 november 2010

Can't wait, i hope i get my new lenses tomorrow.
Anyways, school 2 hours, then pick up my mom and football later.
Tomorrow will be awesome.
Gimme next weekend, then I'm going to Kajsa cruz again, this time it will be something on my wrist (hand). I duuno what yet, either a lotus or some other flower, but it looks so empty with just one thing, feels like it has to be something more, not just a flower just up and down.
Puss :*<3

fredag 29 oktober 2010

Yesterday I was like: OMG, I have to buy lenses to halloween.
I ordered them early in the morning and got them today. I'm pleased.
I love them. Grey lenses, but they don't really look very grey.
Took hours for me to even get them in my eyes, but it was totally worth it <3

söndag 24 oktober 2010

This weekend have been kinda awesome.
Yesterday I went back to Karlskoga to meet the awesomeness Kajsa Cruz.
It was hilerious. She did my second tattoo and her first colored tattoo on someone else then herself.
I'm brave, right.
Now, I'm here, home and have written some pages in a book til' tomorrow.
Sometimes days can be kinda awesome, some day they're not, but today I feel great.
I hope tomorrow will be even better.
:* <3

It's on my ankle/wrist.

måndag 20 september 2010

lolz, i feel like a slut. But it's not just another one. I do have feelings!
Anyway, I don't have much to say except that he's awesome!
I do like him. I did from the first time I saw him. But what happens now?
Is it worth the wait for something I dont even know exist or should I move on?
I wanna try, but I wont be heartbroken, not again.

And I do miss flugan, alot. Wish i could see him more often than it would be now. In summer, feels like a long time to wait, but I can't do more than that. We're still gurkan&flugan and i'm happy ass hell that i met this little sweet boii

:*<3

tisdag 3 augusti 2010

I really need to sleep but I can't. I wanna talk to him. How can I be so addicted in just a few days. I'm seriously a freakin moron. But it feels kinda good. I think?
I had a dream about that before, it was awful. I was going to him and my car just didn't wanna work anymore, in the middle of a trainway.
Anyways, im too tired to write anymore, but teh festival was amazing, everyday. I don't regret a thing, or do I. Yeah, some, but just small things. I'm glad he wanted to hang out with me everyday. mutherfukking anton teh shiet and anna teh retard gurka is going awesome sometime.

tisdag 13 juli 2010

I feel like empty inside. I miss him. It sucks. I really have to get over it.
It doesn't matter what I am writing to him anymore, it's just for fun, makes me pretend.
Pretend that it can work. Hahah, yeah right it does. I'll never see this guy again, I'm completlty sure about that.

fredag 9 juli 2010

Okay, it's 20 min in 3AM and I'm so damn tired but still I have so much energi. I feel like jumping and dancing in front of my mirror but then I should splash up on the floor, whatever that is.
Hahah, before, when I was more like sleeptired I did a mushroom on my leg, a few minutes after I was like OMG what the fuck is that, take it away. Then I was like, oh, yeah, right. What the hell, it doesn't even look like a mushroom. What does it do there, it's freakin ugly.
I saw a really funny video for a hour ago, I laught out loud, no I didn't, but I would if I weren't so tired by then.
It's almost bright outside, how can I sleep now? Doesn't matter, I ain't gonna sleep. Oh yeah, I was downstairs cuz I needed to go to the bathroom, and my parents TV was on, I was like, are they morons or what? I mean, if they sleepin, going to the bathroom and then go to bed again, how can they possibly forget to turn off the TV?
Anyways, when I was in the bathroom, I saw the fucking mushroom on my leg again, I don't fucking want it there, it doesn't make any sense.
When I came up I thought about my tattoo, I'm gonna finish it pretty soon, but then I reminded myself that it is the same days left now as yesterday, cuz, I can't say today, cuz I haven't sleep yet, so it was today but yesterday.
I sat here, thinking about what I was goin to listen to, I dicides post hardcore, it's pretty fucking awesome.
I don't get it how ppl can dance their asses of to it, I want to.
Hahaha, I was thinking, sometimes when I passes by a mirror, I stop goin and stare into it and thinking, damn, this chick looks just like me, stop starring at me bitch! Then I'm like, oh yeah, mirror.
I like hippos they just are. Swiming around, eating some grass in to the water and are huge. Theyre just like badgers without feets. But what, they both have feets, think about a cross between a badger and a, something bird with baconflu.
Okay, that was scary. My door was kinda closed, then it opened more and more, yea I got my window open a bit but it didn't did any sense before, Aaaah, ghosts.
I really want to meet some new ppl now, ppl more like my but mer energious and give me some. Think about real damn freaking awesome hardcore dancing in the livingroom with lots of cold beer. Alcoholic, ohno, not yet.
Omg it's 4 minutes until 3AM and I only got 5 hours sleep if I turn to bed now, oh wait, I'm already in bed. Right!
I'm energious, can't sleeep, I really need photoshop, I'm never good at my fucking pics, and now i'm gonna loss weight until putte i parken, i'm surley do. I can't do that, but I going to.
Enough about that, what now, oh I reminded myself, our mustard in the fridge, it's horrible, it's stucked in the fridge cuz it's mustard under the mustard, whatever the name is. And eww, I'm getting sick of all not one day old, but one week old food in the fridge, I won't through it away, never I'm gonna take in it, nasty fucking shit. I'm seriously getting scared of it, old food, in boxes with hair and some unnatural color, gross.

lördag 3 juli 2010

Okay, its getting closer.
It's friday night and I still hate the Internet.
Btw, it's just 2 days left to me first tattoo, i'm so excited.
But i guess i have to go alone, i don't wanna, but, it has to be kinda boring to sit there for two hours and do nothing.
it's july 3rd and its less then a month left to putte i parken, it's gonna be so damn freaking awesome, to meet everybody again.
And it's just 15 days left tp my 20th birthday. Weeeiii

tisdag 29 juni 2010

Long time no blogging.
I dunno what I've been up to. I haven't done so much this summer actually. It's kinda sad, I wanted to do so much but I've done nothing of what I wanted to do.
Everybody works or have something else to do, and they decide when it's just a few days left and it's always me that have to ask them if we're gonna go somewhere or do something. Then they say they can't. I don't get it, I mean, why say you wanna hang out if they dont wanna.

And gaah, I do so miss Simpan, it sucks big time.
And I don't even know if I'm gonna see him this summer, I want to but it's so expensive to go. I don't have money for that. And when am I gonna do my tattoo, it feel like no one ever have time for me. I really need to get more friends to hang out with, I'm surely do!

tisdag 15 juni 2010

Is this for real?

I can't do this, or can I?
The distance, it's killing me
I want it so badly, but I'm so insecure.
I know it's gonna be so hard if he even gave me a chance.
Why am I not surprised this is happening to me again.
Are my feelings true, or arn't they?
Right now I feel like I can do anything for this to work.
I can move, away, to an appartment, with him!
But, is it real?

fredag 11 juni 2010

Latest news!

I have much to say this time actually.
10/6 - Okay, seriously, I like him alot. What am I supposed t o to? I mean, can it work?
Yesterday I wrote a message to him, just to explain how I felt. I wrote:
"I hope you don't wake up. This is the 7th time I'm writing this textmessage, I seriously don't know how to use the words to not sound awful. I'm starting to say that I almost regret that I didn't took the change to contact you before it was 3 weeks left in school, that I couldn't see how great you are. Ewk, everything sounds so stupid cuz we've just known each other for like 2 weeks. Eew, I'm always gonna be like this, I hope I wont mess this up now. Anyways, I'm happy for the time I got with you, even though it wasn't a long time, and if I could turn back time, I would, just because to get more time with you. I like you, I really do, you're an amazing person, allthough your sometimes retared comments.
You're that kind of person who spreads happyness around you, getting glad to see, hear and be near you. I don't hope you taking this all wrong right now, it would be ruff. So I hope you can talk to me after this, it don't, I would regret everything i've ever said to you. I just want you to k now that I like you and you're an amazing person, and I want to thank you for "letting me in to your life" for some reason. Huh, how did that sound? Well, I hope you understand and good look at work tomorrow. Kiss".

Hours passed and I was so damn nervous about what he was going to say.
He answered me when I putted my makeup on. Still to nervous to check my cellphone. I wanted to know what he was going to answer, at the same time I wouldn't. I was forced to know. And there it was. The cutest textmessage I've ever got from hi in wait for something bad. He wrote:
"You have to stop writing so long messages. Do you know how hard it is to read them a quart into six in the morning? :) I didn't had the time to answer before now. I don't know what to say except that I feel the same. I have little problems to say what I'm feeling and thinking about things. But I'm glad i've met you too. Now I hope I didn't wake you up".

I was like in a fire when he said he feel the same, I need to behavour, but I couldn't. I waited a while to answer him, like 10 min or something. I wrote:
"Haha, sorry, no more long texts in the morning. But you have to be selfcontent, you didn't have to read it *jokeblame* Aaw, if I didn't did my makeup for like 20 min I'd probably started to cry of happyness, but I don't have any waterproof mascara. I looked for tickets from my place to yours. It was kinda expensive, when do you go to turkey? Kiss".

Like always I missed him... alot I didn't want to disturb him, so I didn't text. But in the night I couldn't stand any longer. I was asking him if he was asleep. And after a while he answered me."I am going to now, why?" I was like wth, so I wrote:"No reason, just wondered, I havn't heard a word from you for the whole day".

this time he answered very quick that he've been busy and very tired, that he didn't know when he was goind to turkey and asked how I felt. My first thought was " why would he care" but I answered him with okay, weil, tired" quick answer again and in this message he wrote: "you're very short. Are you angry with me?:)".

I wasn't angry. I was tired and worried about if I did something wrong in the earlier message, that he was to shy to say it.
I denied it and told him ofc not, why? I'm tired and my body hurts all over and I feel like I wanna throw up.
The last message from him was: "Naw, poor you. I have to go to bed now. Goodnight.
I was short again and wrote just:"okay, goodniight Simpan, Kiss".

Okay then, about today. I'm surprised if you have read everything.
11/6 - Time was like 5.30 in the morning and I woke up from a terrible nightmare. I was forced to tell him. I wrote it down in my cell so I wouldn't forget. Anyways, this is the dream.

"Yeey, I really wakes up 20 min over 3 in the morning cuz of the seriously not good dream ever. We had been at school and was going away, everyone who lives there. I'm getting in a fight with some of my friends I use to hang out with, as usual. In the end is almost cars full, they have 2 places left in their car, one other had 1 seat left, Armin took the last seat. You were standing outside and wonder were you're gonna get a seat. I'm standing in front of the girls car and asking if I can go with them. All eyes on you, they're like taking your bag and putting it in the trunk and says: "no, it's full" with one seat over. I was going to take another car.
In this time I really felt jealousy and was terryfied, I wasn't supposed to come near you, I never get the chance, they didn't let me to, and all the time I felt like you choosed them before me in your priority in any case. There I was, standing alone with no one of them and without you, it felt awful.
eew, pathetic ._____.

Now, lets see if he answer this, he will probably just laugh at my silly dream.

9 and an half hour later I get an answer from him.
Hr wrote: Ruff. But just a dream. Why were you up at 6 in the morning?


Whooo, what an answer.
I feel so stupid. Maybe I'll have to cool down for a while.
Behave myself, so I don't bore him out.
I guess that's the only way.
Wait til he's texting, and do like him. Wait maybe an hour or two before I answer.
I think he have to miss little too!
Let's do this, atleast I know. I can't loose him.
cuz, i gonna have him, I won't be heartbroken!

måndag 31 maj 2010

Omg, I am so tired. Two hours sleep, what was I thinking?
Anyways, Yeah this weekend was awesome and it's great to see Jess and the ppl again.
Now we're making some plans to go to festivals this summer. Pier Pressure and West Coast, here we come.
I can't believe I missed him all weekend, though I was away from him just 2 days and before I've been away from him like 9 months.
Its so wierd that he's saying he likes me now, after doing it for 9 months.
I mean, it's just 1 week left.
Anyways, lets see what's happen in summer. Maybe it can work, or can it?

måndag 24 maj 2010

Alex last night on earth

"It's the last night on earth before the great divide
My hands are shaking time was never on our side
And there's no such thing as a beautiful goodbye
As an ordinary day I prayed for you a thousand times

It's never enough
No matter how many times I tried to tell to tell you this is love

If tomorrow never comes I want you to know right now that I
I'm gonna love you until the day I die
If tomorrow falls asleep can you hold me first
I'm gonna love you like it's the last night on earth
Like it's the last night on earth

A penny for your thoughts
A picture so it lasts
Let's knock down the walls of immortality
Your fingers on my skin only you can hear my fear
Only you can help me heal
I see forever with you here

It's never enough
No matter how many miles stand between us this is love "


Listening to this song, and all I can think of is you. I miss you so badly.
I can'¨t barely understand why, I really didn't know you.
I never got the chance to met you.
I don't know why we didn't, was it me, was it you?
I sat many times and thinking about if I should take my car and come over, but I was to shy to do it. Now I can't do more than regret it.
See your beauty, your smile, your eyes, your personality irl.
Now, it's too late, I hade the chance once, and now I don't.
Is it easier for me to take that your gone, or isn't it.
Have read so many cute and beautiful message meant only for you, and I can feel the happyness you've gave them, throught them.
Pray for you to come back, but I guess it's enough that you're the most beautiful Angel in heaven.
Maybe I'm paranoid, but I'm asking my gram to take care of you. She didn't know about you, but I hope she does now, that she knew my feelings from above, see more now than before. I wish you do to, just so you know how much you really means for me, how much it hurts, how many ppl who still do love you.
Please, understand that you're so much more than you thought you were. Please, do that for me <3

tisdag 18 maj 2010

Rest In Peace Alexander Larsson

Can't believe it's true.
Why should it happen to you.
The most beautiful person in the world, you didn't deserve that.
You're not supposed to be gone, not now.
I can't stop crying.
You were my angel, the light from you in gone, the light wich should be there forever.
How could it end like this.

I miss you sweetie, alot.
Rest In Peace boy, I won't forget.
I love you <3
It sucks to have the wrong feeling about everything. Or am I wrong?
I dunno anymore, or do I, am I overreacting?
I was thinking about some stuffs.
Like, I know I am, do and look so much better then some ppl here, I feel the jealous.
Are they?
Are they trying to take my part?
Can they?
I can do so much better just if I wanted to, but its hard to take a decision.
Atleast I am the one who gets the hottest guys and most creds for clothes, point to mee!
I know I do, but still...
Why?
I miss the whole attention I used to get. Maybe its time for me to change again, i've been a little bitch those late days. But what did happen?
All just disappeared. I need the attention and I'm gonna take it back!
Ego? I dunno, doesn't matter, everybody is. I'm not the only one that needs it.
Jealousy is a curse!

måndag 17 maj 2010

Seriously.
I'm getting so tired of one person. She's acting like a freak to her x-boyfriend.
He broke up and she's totally wasted. She's screaming at him to leave her alone and go to hell. She can't even be at the same party as he is without being rad.
Then after all, ofc shes away and talking to him, and guess what, yeah, she's coming back, crying.
I don't understand what she want from him. She says she's not gonna talk to him, text him, call him, then that's exacly what she's doing, and if she doesn't, she's talking shit about him, hoping he got his heart broken, that the other girl SHE thinks was the reason for the break up are gonna play with his heart for fun.
Why being such a jerk. I mean, can't you just decide what you want. Either take him back, or don't. You just mess things up, for both of you. If I were him, I would never take you back, ever.
Yeah, I've act like a totalfreak to the guy I like too, but not like that. I don't ask him to go to hell, I don't wanna see him heartbroken. I want him, and cuz I know I can't, I can't do more than be happy for what I got and for him to be with others.
The different between us, is that I still keep fighting for him, to prove that he means more for me than he can imagine. I'll keep fighting til the end, no matter what. And I know he'll remember me cuz I live for love, and not for fighting cuz I'm jealous, like you!

torsdag 1 april 2010

Why, why, why?
I started to get over it after a month of not speaking to eather of you.
Why the hell did you broke your silence. You're such a fucking moron!
You can't talk to me or even see me when you haven't drinkin', then you getting drunk and its alright. To you!
I can't do more than laugh about your behavior.
How the hell do you think, why do you give a shit, now.
Leave me alone as I did for you.

måndag 1 mars 2010

What can I say, what can I do?

Everything that I do
It's never good enough for you
I do my best
Dress to impress
Wear my heart out of my chest
Going no where fast
I don't know where I'm at

torsdag 18 februari 2010

From now on!

Nu jävlar får jag fan ta och ge mig här känner jag!!! Jag lovade faktiskt mig själv att det här skulle bli ett bra år, att jag inte skulle sjunka ner till samma nivå som jag varit under de tidigare åren. Jag kan bara inte fortsätta såhär. Tycker faktiskt att jag själv förtjänar bättre än det här. Jag ska bry mig om de som bryr sig tillbaka och inte ödsla massa tid på sånt som ändå får mig att må dåligt. Från och med nu ska jag bli den glada spralliga människan jag är egentligen och inte helt deppig och trasig. Nu jävlar, jag måste! Skolan är bäääst och jag har världens bästa vänner och bästa familjen hemma i Örebro. De ska inte behöva se mig såhär, de är inte värda det. Egentligen är livet så helt jävla awesome och jag behöver inte folk som kastar skit på mig, sådeså! ♥

Today?

Today, it's mostly like the other days, and I am fucking glad I have all my awesome friends. I miss ppl @ home. What am I gonna do for a week home in Örebro?
Everyday this week has been horrible and today, yeah.. it's a week ago since the first real time I spend with him. Hmm, about that.. a week.. it's kinda fast. I'll give him some more weeks and lets see what is gonna happen'. But still it's gonna be hard to see him. I got really surprised when "the other" said hi, and talked to me today. It was like... What? What happened now?
I never thought he would ever talk to me again, and seriously, I can admit I am acting like a fucking asshole to both of those ppl. I'm sorry!
But tell me if I am doin' something wrong instead of just ignore, it's so much easier, especially for me.
I still know what I want, and I will keep fighting for it, to make you understand you mean so much more than you think. But I have to slow it down, to not make you feel insecure in some way!
I have to make it, I have to control myself.

onsdag 17 februari 2010

Crushed And Burned

I think I have to move on. I am trying to forget him and I think he's right about what he said, maybe he's not worth me. Even if I wish he was. I cannot be with him if he feels like he does now. I can't just be friend with him, it's impossible.
Yesterday I wrote down all messages from him on paper, then I deleted them all and removed his number from my cell. Then I won't text him, and if he text me I'll probably answer: who it is. If I only could forget his number now, I read it twice and I can it already.
It sucks to see him, saw him like three times yesterday, the adrenaline in my body made me nervous when I passed him and met his eyes. I looked annoyed. I wish I could look sad but I can't do it, I think.
If he just could understand what I am talking about. If he just could stop ignore me.
I'm getting warm just to think about him, even if I know it's just a crush, I'm not in love, I am not, but I know I could be, if he just wanted me to be and gave me a chance!

Edit 16.30:
I feeel sooooo terrible. I seriously just wanna slit my heart out of my chest. This is something else from all the other, I haven't have this thoughts this for months. I can admit I used to get the feeling, that I want someone, and then, it's no more about it if it won't work. But this.. when I feel like I never wanna let him go, I just don't wanna. It's killing me, why him?
Are we supposed to be, but he won't 'cuz he's afraid to fail? Am I goin' all crazy just cause I have a crush. What is it? Can someone please tell me. Tell me what this fucking is. What is going to happen now, can I erase him after a while, or is he suoopsed to be the one?

Edit 22.38:
I just wanna talk to him. But I can't now. I have done my decision, I am not gonna take the first contact... again. Now, it's his turn, if he wants something, he'll tell. But, maybe I shouldn't look at him like I'm mad at him, 'cause I'm not, just dissapointed.
We'll see, it sucks to be without him. I just wanna go forward to him and kiss him, but I am afraid about what is goin' to happen.
The days just being worse. To know the time just passes by, and he doesn't even spend one minute to think of me.
I have a such big stomachpain, I am nervous, feel ill and have palpitation.
I just wanna lay down and cry, but I can't, I barely can't breath!

tisdag 16 februari 2010

I'm so annoyed

Goddamit, I hate that I can't sleep, it's 2 AM. All I think of is him. I can't even sleep because of him. I'm so cold, maybe I'm getting sick again? I won't be, I have to do things, that makes me not to think of him. I want to sleep, but I don't know if I'm tired or not?
I just know I don't wanna feel like this much longer.
I REALLY have to go and buy that tomorrow, it's not supposed to feel like this, feel ill, I can't be.. not yet, not after 2 days :O
Please, say I'm not!
I'm worried, one more reason to a sleepless night. Thanks, I do really appreciate that. NOT!
Give me strenght to continue!

måndag 15 februari 2010

He's so hard to read

Today, I dunno. It's morning and I feel a bit nervous 'bout the day. Do I wanna see him or not, what will happen? I still wondering how he's thinkin'. When I coming near, he's so cute and can squeeze my hand and stuff, it doesn't feels like he mind, even when I squeeze him, he squeeze me back and kiss me. But when we're in public he's just acting like im not there, so far away from me as he can.
How, how can I possible know what he feels. Should I talk to him today, or what. Maybe I should wait?

Edit 13.44:
I Hate these thoughts, They killin me. I just wanna lay in my bed and cry, hope to never feel like this again, but I know they wont leave my head, cuz I want him so badly.

Edit 23.02:
I feel terrible, I just wanna cry. I have to let him out my mind, and that's as soon as possible. I can't live like this. It kills me inside. My heart hurts so much, it's so hard to keep my tears from fallin'. Right now, I wanna reverse time, wish I never talked to him, never saw him, never anything him!
Just so get rid of the pain, but still I'm glad for the times I've spend with him. Surpising, isn't it!
Yea,how am I gonna be, can I ever come over him?
Crushed and burned Give me some shots and make me sleep 'til I can't feel a thing.

söndag 14 februari 2010

Why does it hurt?

I cannot understand, why is it so hard to understand what you are up to?
How do you feel, how do you think?
You say it's you, but is it? Is it really you, or are you to much in shame to confess.
How long will I stand, how long can I take it. How much pain can my heart take, how much can I cry?
So many sleepless nights, so many heartripping thoughs, so many tears I've cried for you. But still I won't give up, I won't, but maybe I should!
Why am I doing this, it haven't been so hard ever. What do you have, what is it?
Do I wish it was something that not excist, i dunno!
All I know, is, that I want you. Even if it hurts my heart out!

fredag 12 februari 2010

All I need is one more day with you, over and over again!

I thought the night was more than awesome and I'm glad that I get the change to spend time with him. Now, I don't know, I don't know if I messed it up. I don't know anything about it. Then we both seemed so pleased, but today it all feels terrible, did I do something, did I said something, maybe I'm just not good enough for him. I actually don't know what to do, maybe I just should chillin', atleast, is just the second day. Am I doin' this to fast, what is he thinkin'. Even though I feel like motherf*ckin' crap right now, it can be good! Or, can it?
Still I can feel his soft cheek against my lips, and I cant stop smiling, he's so adorable, the first one I've met in months.
Should I give up, or shouldn't I? Am I gonna wait until he's contacting me? I think thats the best, but I wanna be in his arms, now, but I can't... I guess!
Won't ever forget and right now I wish that I spended more time than I did with him even if i had to go to school today, I should have been up 'til he told me to leave.

Now I'm listenin' to All Time Low's - Remembering Sunday. I love it <3

tisdag 19 januari 2010

Jubelidiot

Fan jag blir så jävla trött på sånt här.
Folk som inte kan stå sitt kast över att gjort en förbannad. Jag menar, ofta man slänger ut hundra tusentals spydiga kommentarer och inte tror att man får igen för det.
Jävla jubelidiot!
Du har ingenting att gå runt och deppa över, du har ingen anledning att vara arg på mig för det jag sagt, du förtjänar det så jävla mycket!
Men neeh, tyck att du är så jävla mycket bättre än alla andra och när Du säger nånting till någon annan är det hur lugnt som helst, ditt jävla as!
Tänk lite med hjärnan, och hittar du den inte är de fan dags för dig att leta efter den! I ditt fall är det fan dags att börja fundera lite över vad i helvete du håller på med.
Gå fan inte runt och tro att du är så jävla duktig. Kanske att jag blir sur eller lite grinig över småsaker men jag blir fan inte förbannad om det verkligen har gått över gränsen. Gett dig så sjukt många chanser, då jag inte har flippat, jag har kunnat hålla det inom mig. Men eftersom du är så jävla felknullad så fattar ju inte du att du är så sjukt grymt jävla störande ibland.

Läser du det här, ta fan åt dig och tro inte att du är så jävla mycket bättre än någon annan, du är så sjukt bra på att slänga ut dig dumma och spydiga kommentarer så du förtjänar varje jävla ord jag sa!

måndag 18 januari 2010

Helt random om massa random!

Hello cuties.
Dagarna här är lite upp och ned. Men de visste ni säkert med mina bipolära humörssvängningar. Jag mår egentligen as bra och skolan är så jävla toppen. Kunde inte kommit till ett bättre ställe. Vill inte sluta i sommar samtidigt som jag vill. Göra något annat, och har blivit öppen till att träffa nya människor.
Livet här har förändrat mig. Litegrann ialf.
Börjat med en ny diet faktiskt. LCHF utan så mkt HF utan mer vanligt.
Vet inte riktigt hur det går än. Det är väl en diet som tar ett tag innan man märker resultat!?
Börjat gymma lite med Emma med ist för innebandy. Vet inte vad som är bäst. Blandar lite efter humör och sådär. Idag vet jag dock inte hur jag ska göra. Har varit trött i flera dagar, lixx överdrivet trött och idag kände jag redan imorse när jag vaknade att jag hade ont i halsen.
Btw, jag micke och glennan promenerade imorse innan frukost, helt awesome. Om de blir så varje dag vet jag inte.


Ehm, jusste hahah.. fredagskvällen.. den var väl lite sådär ganska jätte oväntad. Att det som hände skulle hända :O
Vi skippar nog detaljerna tror jag. Tiden gick fort iallafall, så mkt vet jag (:
Nya updates kommer väl imorron eller nåt? ;D